Day three of 30mg.


And still feeling OK.  Though a bit cross with myself for having slept the entire morning away.  N wanted a lie-in this morning, so I decided to switch off my alarm, and get up a bit later – I assumed he would come up with coffee at about 10am – but he didn’t, and I finally surfaced at 12.25pm.  On the one hand, I suppose I must have needed the sleep, but on the other, I worry that I won’t sleep tonight – but we shall see.

It is a lovely day up here, and N and I have just had lunch in the garden, in the sun – the first time this year – and it was great, though I am not used to feeling that warm!  We had a warm bacon and egg salad that he made, with croutons too – and it was delicious!  The dogs sat next to us, dribbling and looking pleadingly at our plates.

Last night, at choir, was a bit better than last week.  I had decided I was going to talk to James about the Stravinsky – but I’d forgotten he was away last night, and would be sending a dep.  But when the programme for the concert was distributed, it turned out that he had decided to do only the third movement, rather than the whole thing – which is better, I suppose.  We worked for an hour and a half on it last night, and it is still nowhere near concert-ready, but it is better than it was, I suppose.  I still feel a bit mutinous about it, though – but the consensus in the alto section seems to be that dropping it down to only the third movement is a face-saving compromise for both sides, and we should leave it at that.  And I suppose no-one but us is going to know when we cock it up, because it is pretty discordant anyway.


About sdtgcraftygenius

I'm in my late forties, mum of three teenage boys, living near Glasgow. I've been a nurse, studied politics and music at university, and now I am a stay-at-home mother. I've suffered from depression for many years (only recently diagnosed), and take antidepressants daily to keep me on a manageable level.

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